Before & After The False Accusation: Confessions of a Troubled Mind & Unstable Emotion

  On her public blog, Alice regularly wrote of her dark thoughts and feelings as well as troubles with the boys and men she knew, usually non-Taiwanese guys she was interested in. 

  Here are 2 particularly revealing posts, one written a month before her fraudulent accusation against me and the other just one month after I got the nursing university's decision:

 

2007/05/08 00:23

人生有許多無奈

life has many things that we cannot help it.

無奈都是無法說出來的

all this things that we can't speak  out.

忽然想起有一首台語歌

sunddenly think there is a Taiwan song

把淚都往肚裡吞

 swallow all tears to  stomach

爲自己下個護理診斷"無力感"

diagnosis myself that I have " can't help feeling "

為何快樂這麼短暫 而且難求

why happiness is so short and diffcult to find?

佳月的老師說的很好

my best friend"Moon" is right

如果我們只想要快樂當動物叫好啦

if we only want happiness that we just need be an animal

如果我們感覺痛苦 是因為反省自己想讓自己更好

if we feel painful is that we introspect ourself and hope be better ,

那麼這一種痛苦就不是我們想的痛苦

then his pain isn't the pain we thought.

加油囉

cheer up ,Ya hui!

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