What began as an unsubstantiated, bogus allegation, by a lone, rogue student fairly quickly unveiled itself as a nefarious plot between the student and certain administrators to go way over the top to ensure my contract would not be renewed (as had had already been done) and that I would have extremely little to no chance of challenging the false accusation or the reversal of my contract renewal. Suddenly I went from the safety and certainty of another year's work at the nursing university to a panicked scramble to find a new job within one month (before my alien resident certificate and work permit expired) , and find out what to do to defend myself from the lies and potential damage to my livelihood, reputation and stable financial condition.
With no family here for the kind of close support and help I needed, I had only some Taiwanese friends to turn to for assistance. My closest friends came through for me with much-needed moral support, encouragement, and some real help I needed in dealing with the many people and government agencies that became involved in this situation. These friends were the ones who did much to help me survive the first several months of this unreal ordeal - the most stressful, traumatic and turbulent times of this nightmare sham.
Even a few so-called "friends" - colleagues and faculty at the nursing college that I had little professional or personal interaction with during my tenure there - suddenly emerged shortly after the accusation spread around the campus. They also contributed significantly to my early survival and provided some essential, sometimes confidential, information and evidence that buoyed my initial defense. In time, however, I was to see that some of those who came out of nowhere with their help had strong ulterior, self-serving motives that eventually resulted in them suddenly abandoning their assistance once they had achieved their objectives. My case was much more than just a "simple" case of a false accusation and effort to remove the last foreign English teacher at the nursing university by hook or crook. My position in the school was connected to the school's efforts to upgrade from a college to a university and the false allegation against me was coopted by a certain faction of faculty and staff at the school who were hellbent on preventing one of the candidates running for the next president of the school in 2008 from winning - a crony of the then current president and the one of the principal faculty members who illegally spread my name around the campus long before I was officially notified of the false allegation one of her nursing students made against me!
In my efforts to survive those overwhelmingly negative and frustrating first months of this fight for the truth and and escape from this nightmare, there were two other significant things I did to keep myself from going off the deep end.
One was to escape Taiwan three times in the first eight months of this ordeal for short travel to cool down, to maintain some semblance of normalcy, and to refresh my mind and my spirit to continue the titanic struggle which was shaping up to be a protracted David vs Goliath battle.
The second came after 9 months of also battling to control the periodic bouts of depression, rage and uncharacteristic thoughts and urges to take matters into my own hands. I began counseling at the Tienmu Community Center - twice a month at first and later once a month - and continued for one year until I eventually took a long leave from Taiwan in early 2009 to work in Thailand.
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